50 Facts of Me


Makikiuso sa uso. Sa pagblog hop ko kanina, nakita ko to 50 Facts About Me by canonista. Kaya ito, makikiuso na rin ako.

50 Facts About Me

1. I prefer complete darkness when sleeping.

2. I cant live without my cellphone.

3. I'm quite a chatter in the cyber world, but opposite in the real world.

4. I've had a number of dreams that I want to put to words, but the sequence tends to run away from me. Like Im chasing a frightened horse that is running towards a black hole.

5. I multi-task alot.

6. I am a Gemini and born in the year of the Dog. In my own opinion, the year and the sign are the exact opposite.

7. Im a frustrated violinist.

8. I am very stubborn.

9. Me and my sister (the one next to me) were bullied when we were in kindergarten. The next day I brought a slingshot (tirador) to scare the bully. But it was of course confiscated by our teacher.

10. I am a big fan of Yanni.

11. Gifts are most valuable to me. Even if its a pebble from elsewhere, I would keep it all my life.

12. I love comedy movies.

13. I love books.

14. I love challenges and adventures. I'm the female version of Peter Pan.

15. I dream of having a secret garden.

16. I hate people who cuts you off while you were still talking. Its really annoying.

17. Its hard for me to forgive people who wronged me.

18. The only sport I joined during school days was basketball for girls. It was not even an proper basketball, its more like agawang buko.

19. I am into gothic and rock songs.

20. I dreamed to perform the violin part of Agujero Inmundo on stage (with bass and drums to accompany me).

21. I don't wear makeup. An adequate amount of moisturizer and pressed powder is all I ever apply on my face ever since.

22. I love cute furry animals, especially cats.

23. I only have a pair of shoes, a pair of high heel sandals and a pair of slippers. I don't buy extra, I replace things if they are beyond repair.

24. I'm not vain.

25. I have this phobia of plugging electrical devices. I was electrocuted while trying to plug the tv, somewhere in my childhood.

26. I don't drink and I don't smoke.

27. I hate people who backbites, like it is only their happiness in life.

28. I'm afraid of ghosts. Though I haven't seen one, but please, just let them be unseen.

29. I love vampire books, movies, and mangas. But please, not Twilight.

30. I love reading manga.

31. I get attracted to all shades of blue.

32. I love pastel and neon colors, but pink is not on my list.

33. I like looking at nude art. I see it as an art, no more, no less.

34. Sometimes, I would raise my eyebrow to stop an annoying conversation.

35. I do appreciate little things in life.

36. I realized that listing facts about oneself would take this long. This is the 7th hour.

38. I don't like wearing glasses, but I have to :(

39. Before, I wished I was taller. But now I realized that someone can really accept you of what or who you are.

40. I easily laugh even the corniest joke.

41. I like the scent of a diesel oil.

42. I don't like confrontations.

43. I don't like being idle for a long time. It will bore me to death.

44. Something from my childhood is precious to me. If given the opportunity to turn back time, I would go back to that place.

45. I prefer silver than gold.

46. I don't like watching gory movies.

47. Whenever I feel down there's someone who would lift me and cheer me up.

48. The same person stalked me 3 years ago.

49. The same person makes me fall for him over and over again.

50. I'm inlove with that same person.

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Sweet Dreams are Made of...


I found myself somewhere unknown to me. The place is pitch black, like light never existed. Despite of this situation, I can see things. Whenever I close my eyes I can see shadows of things, silhouette. Like an infrared that sends images based on temperature. Im not the right person to explain this, but it is like that. I can see the huge log blocking the way. Branches that have sharp thorns, and the knee-high mud grabbing my feet. I knew I was in a swamp, and that there's a small hut maybe a kilometer away, and a person in that hut waiting for me.

I carefully walked through the unforgivable swamp. My hands anxiously touching the things I see infront of me as to not to further wound myself. The mud continuously grabbing my feet. I feel so weary.  But all these things would come to an end. I can see the small hut. A shabby small hut that a small amount of wind could blow it apart.

I knocked twice to the wooden door. Someone stirred inside.

Mama, mama, Im here. I came.

Shhhh, keep your voice down. Come inside.

Inside the hut is still dark, but I can feel warm fingers touching my face.

I knew you'd come. You are tired. Come, rest now. And she let me sleep on her lap.


This was the dream I had when I was in elementary. This is one of those dreams that wouldn't want to fade away from my memories. Time is 12:12AM, I can't sleep. The Sandman is late.

Note to Sandman: Hurry up and put me to sleep already lol.

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I has Post


Great! Ako ay nagdidileryo na naman. Hindi masyado hihi, nagwiwithdrawal syndrome lang. That's right wahihi. Ako ay isang adik, isa akong adik! Di ko pinagkakaila at di ko itatago. Na isa akong adik sa ONLINE GAMES. Yun nga ang sabi nila, pag adik ka, wala lang..adik ka lang.

Ito so far ang mga nalaro ko.
Ragnarok Online, Tantra Online, Flyff, Granado Espada, Dream of Mirror, Audition Online, Cabal Online, Dragonica, BandMaster, Bright Shadow, Kitsu Saga, Gunbound, 2Moons, Runescape, Shin Megami Tensei, RO2

Nakalimutan ko na yung iba, yan lang matandadan ko. Alam mo merong iba dyan na mas mahaba pa dyan sa listahan ko. Di na yung bago, marami akong kilala ahihi.

Nakakamiss din kaya. Nakakamiss ang makikipag-pvp, makipag-siege wars, makipag-angasan, makipag-sawsawan wahihi. Lalo nakakamiss ang game lingo. Sa phil servers pinaka-common ang amf o kaya amfufu. Dati amp na pina-iksi sa salitang amputa, katagalan naging slang ang mga tao naging amf na. And worst naging amfufu. Oh well, nag-eevolve talaga ang language. Marami pa ibang terms, like imba, pots, pabaps, sawsaw, weakling, pt, meat shield. Ano pa ba? Nakalimutan ko na yung iba.

Pag international servers namin, uso ang sobrang shortcut. Tulad ng imma, srously, orly. Uso din ang wrong grammar. Tulad ng, I has lag, I is dead meat. Nakakatuwa, namiss ko to. Dati fluent ako sa wrong grammar game lingo hihi.

Nostalgic, Hahayz. Share ko pala ibang screenies na nakatago pa sa pc ko.


Dream of Mirror - my musician and my pet 



Granado Espada - perfect screenie of my Ani family



Battle of Immortals - we the couple



Tantra Online  - the master and the summon tee hee~

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March Updates


Di ata ako nakapag-update ng list of Dugong Bughaw last February kaya ngayun update ko na sya. Medyo hindi pa rin kompleto kasi yung iba hindi ko pa nailagay. Yung iba nasa waiting list pa, so di pa talaga sya final. Medyo busy rin kaya di na masyadong nakakapag-update at nakakapag-bisita. Hirap ng dalawa ang trabaho lol.

Anyway, dahil update ngayun maglilista na rin ako. Medyo matagal tagal na naman ang muli kong pagkabuhay (2 and a half months na ahihihi), meron na akong karapatan magdeclare ng favorite blogs ko. Ito ay maiksi lamang. Sinadya ko talaga to kasi kapag mahabang listahan, magiging bias na ako.

Sa mga kaharian na kung saan pinadpad ako sa aking itim ng pakpak, ito ang aking mga kinagigiliwan.
  1. Batas Para sa Mahirap...Umintindi - Ang walang kamatayang panyero.net. Nakakawiling basahin at infairness marami akong natutunan. Halos lahat yata ng entries nabasa ko, mula sa pinaka-unang post hanggang sa latest. Kaso yung ibang info nadidisolve lang din sa utak ko. Mababa lang kasi memory ng utak ko ahaha. Kailangan ko na mag-upgrade.
  2. Splice and Dice - Introduce ito sakin ni Nishiboy. Simple lang ang blog at walang maraming ka-ekekan sa gilid. Pero promise, kailangan katabi ko si google o kaya si mr webster pag nagbabasa ako ng entries nya. Nosebleed. Pero kahit na tumutulo na ang dugo sa ilong ko, at puno ang isang timba minsan, go pa rin ako. Ganda ng pagkasulat at astig ang sense of humor. Yun nga sa tuwing bumibisita ako sa kahariaan ni Splice ay hinihiram ko muna ang invisibility cloak ni Harry dahil feeling ko wala talaga akong malaking titik na K na magcomment.
  3. I S T A M B A Y - Pinoy na pinoy at astig! Dito rin maraming mapupulot na aral. Parang modern na mga kwento ni Lola Basyang dahil mayroong moral lesson bawat post. Kaya idol ko to, at tuwang tuwa ako pag merong bagong post ahihihi.
Ayan ang aking top three, sa mga susunod na updates baka madagdagan na.

At dahil nagdadaldalan kami ni Nishiboy sa chat, minsan nagcocompare kami ng mga favorite blogs namin. Di rin maiwasan na mapunta ang topic sa most annoying slash irritating slash worst blog namin. At nagpalitan pa kami ng links at kung bakit hate namin ang blog na yun. Aminin, meron ka rin nito hihi. At ayun, nag-dare sya na pag nagpost ako ng list of annoying blogs ko, magpost din sya wakekeke.

Pero pero, nope. Ayaw ko. Dahil ayoko ng gulo, friendly ang aking uwak. Behave sya para di sya maging fried uwak na pwedeng pang-ulam.

Anyway ulit, ito ang video na nakita ko sa facebook at tuwang tuwa ako. Share ko lang para matuwa din kayo ahihi.

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Minsan sa Bus


May babae na mag-isang nakaupo sa tatluhang upuan ng bus. Medyo wala gaanong pasahero kaya magkakalayo ang pagitan ng bakante at hindi bakanteng upuan.  Habang si manong kundoktor ay nakikipagsabayan sa ingay ng paligid, sya ay tahimik lang sa kanyang kinauupuan na parang malalim ang iniisip.

At nang umisod na ang sasakyan para sa susunod na destinasyon, merong isang lalake na mabilis na umakyat sa bus. Pagka-akyat ang dali-dali syang tumabi sa kinauupuan ng babae.

Habang nasa byahe, itong damuhong lalake ay halatang dumidikit sa babae. Aba eh ang luwag luwag naman ng sasakyan kung bakit nagsusumiksik itong feelingero na ito. Medyo inis na rin si babae. At dahil panay dikit ni lalake at naiinis na si babae, nagsalita na sya.

Babae:  Pwede po bang umusog kayo ng konti, ang luwag po ng upuan.
Lalake: (Tumawa) Akala ko di ka magsasalita, sinadya ko yun para pansinin mo ko.
Babae:  (Tinaas ang kaliwang kilay).
Lalake: Suplada ka pala, hindi halata sa hitsura mo. (Ngumiti)
Babae:  Hindi ako suplada, hindi lang kita kilala.
Lalake: Alam mo, sa kabilang bus sana ako sasakay, kaso nung nakita kita sa may bintana nacutan ako sayo ahaha. Ako nga pala si Mark. Ikaw, anong pangalan mo?
Babae:  Clara. (Pekeng ngiti)
Lalake: Ahh, nice meeting you Clara. Ang cute talaga ng pisngi mo ahahaha. May boyfriend ka na?
Babae:  Yup, meron na.
Lalake: Ahh, ako din may girlfriend na. (Binunot ang cellphone sa bulsa ng pantalon nya at pinakita sa babae ang wallpaper nito).
Lalake: Ito kaming dalawa. Maganda sya ano?
Babae:  Oo, maganda sya. (Pekeng ngiti pa rin)

Biglang nag-ring ang cellphone pero tumigil lang din ng dalawang segundo.

Lalake: Nagmisscall sya (ngiti), alam mo ba ang meaning ng misscall?
Babae:  Hindi eh, ano ba meaning nun? (Hindi naman po sya masyadong madaldal?)
Lalake: Ibig sabihin nun, I miss you, I love you. Pag nagmisscall sya, yun ang ibig nya sabihin nun.
Babae: Nice, ang sweet naman pala ng girlfriend mo.
Lalake: Oo, sweet sya hehe. Syanga pala, pwede ko ba hingin ang number mo?
Babae:  Bakit?
Lalake: Ala lang, pwede ba kitang yayain lumabas? Friendly date or something. As friends lang naman.
Babae:  Hindi pwede, may magagalit (Ngiting di makumbinsi)
Lalake: Kahit as friends?
Babae: (Ngiti ulit)
Lalake: Ang swerte naman ng boyfriend mo ehehe. (Ngiting sapilitan)
BabaeAng malas ng girlfriend mo.

Huminto na ang bus. Merong iba na nagsibabaan at meron namang nagsisakayan. Si manong kundoktor ay busy ulit sa pagtatawag ng pasahero. Sinukbit ng babae ang shoulder bag na kanina lang ay nakapatong sa kandungan nya at tumayo.

Babae:  Sige ha, dito lang ako.
Lalake: Dito ka na lang ba? O sige sige, ingat ka ha.
Babae:  Oo, lagi akong maingat.

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I Dreamed of Flying


 
Photo by Takaki

I dreamed of flying. Its every child's dream, to watch them fly to the open sky. It was mine too.

When I was younger, I used to stare at the clouds. Its tempting. I used to imagine that I could jump so high and the wind would take me higher and higher to the clouds. I don't dream to be like Superwoman or whoever cartoon heroes that could fly, just me, enjoying the wind and the freedom of my fantasy.

Funny thing is, I used to formulate the ways on how I can actually fly. As a matter of fact, I still consider it today. From my first method, flying without wings. Like superman and the like, they have super powers that enables them to fly. If an ordinary person doesn't have those, maybe an alternative will do. Lets take a look at the flying squirrel. They don't actually fly, they glide. They have a loose skin that acts like a parachute. But if I would consider the flying squirrel technique, I would need to stay in high places and jump to catch the wind. Its a hassle, really. To bring a gliding equipment and jump off the building. It sounds absurb to me.

How about flying with wings. I should choose a pair of wings that could carry my weight. Of course, these wings should be bigger, half my height will do. Most fairy that I've seen in pictures have butterfly wings. But nah, it looks too fragile to me. Although it is favorable aesthetically, but I reckon it won't last long with my reckless attitute. I believe an eagle's wings suits me, its sturdy. Like angels, their wings are like of eagle's wings structure. Or at least thats how I see it.

These wings should be attached at my back. There will be nerves that will be connected to my brain so that when I order it to flap, it will flap. It will take some practice of course, but I will get into it. And maybe, I should consider how birds fly. How do they fly? Jump first, then glide and flap? If I should flap my wings first, I need tremendous effort to lift myself from the ground. Maybe jumping first is not such a bad idea. Jump, then flap then glide.

Come, fly with me.

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Define Boring


OMG! Ang tagal ng di ako nakapag-update. Super duper busy sa buhay buhay, namiss ko tuloy magbasa at makipagchismisan sa mundo ng blog. Sa sobrang dami ng ginagawa ko, maniniwala ba kayo na nakakabore din pala yun?

Tama, hindi lang ang walang ginagawa ang boring, pati rin pag marami kang ginawa. Feeling ko, ayoko na...pagod na ko, kilan ba matatapos to? Bored na ko Lord, promise.

Rant mode na naman ako wakokok. Need ko lang siguro ng bagong buhay. Need ko lang siguro ng bagong environment. Wait! Lemme rant...minsan lang to.

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