Lipat Bahay


Everyone! Ako po ay lilipat ng bahay. Though nanghihinayang din ako sa mga posts ko dito, pero kailangan ko rin kasi pag-aralan ang bago kong bahay. Kailangan ko ng experience kaya don ko na itutuloy ang aking pagboblog.

Ito nga pala ang aking bagong bahay The Goddamn Cat. Sana subaybayan nyo pa rin. Maraming maraming salamas.

6 nagsalita

Kagaya's Serenity



Kagaya is one of my favorite artists. Ang gaganda ng mga gawa nya, as in swak sa aking panlasa. Kung di nyo pa sya kilala at curious kayo (kung curious lang hihi), click nyo to.

Ang picture sa taas ay ang pinaka-favorite ko sa mga gawa nya. Serenity. Sa tuwing tinitingnan ko ang picture na to, marami ang tumatakbo sa aking isipan. Katulad ng, may tao kaya sa kabilang isla? Kaya kayang languyin papunta don? Mukhang mababaw lang naman ang dagat. Siguro mababaw nga kasi merong napormang bato na parang daanan papunta sa kabilang isla. Siguro pag lowtide pwede itong lakarin.

Ang sarap naman mag moon bathing, o kaya mamangka. Wala lang, masarap magliwaliw kung ganyan kaliwanag ang buwan. O kaya, ang sarap magswimming. Tapos babaybayin ko yung bato papunta sa kabila. Pag nakarating na ko sa kabila, sarap magstroll na nakapaa. O kaya uupo na lang ako sa buhangin, o tatawid sa pangatlong isla na malapit. Ano kaya kung magdala ako ng libro at uupo ako sa nakausling bato. Magbabasa ako habang itatampisaw ko ang aking mga paa sa tubig, ang cute. O kaya don ako sa bangka, itatali ko na lang para di matangay ng malayo.

Hayyz, sana may lugar na ganito sa mundong ibabaw.

17 nagsalita

Oh My Ghulay!


Ngayung gabi, nagtext ang love-of-my-life na magchachat daw kami in 30mins. Di naman ako masyadong excited kaya open ko agad ang laptop ko. Check ko kung merong load pa (dahil globe tattoo lang ang gamit ko). Yes! Meron pa.

Kalmado na ako ngayun, pero kanina gusto ko na umiyak. Kasi naman, pagka-open ko ng laptop ko, lowbat ito. So kinuha ko ang charger sa bag at sinaksak ko agad. Nagbilang pa ko ng tatlo bago ko sinaksak dahil takot nga ako sa kuryente. Then tumayo ako ulit para kunin ang headset dahil ayoko naririnig ang mga sumisigaw sa tv (nanonood si papa ng horror movie...anak ng tinapa).

Pagka-connect sa net, nagsimula na akong magblog hop at nagpatugtog ng Yanni songs ng sobrang lakas. Wala pang 5mins biglang namatay ang tugtog at namatay din ang laptop. Taka ako. Nagalit ako dahil ang charger ay hindi na nakasaksak. Inakusahan ko agad si papa (dahil kaming dalawa lang naman ang andito). Nagalit sya, dahil inakusahan ko sya, dahil hindi naman daw nya ginalaw at hindi rin naman daw sya tumayo sa kinauupuan nya. Anak ng tinapa! Bakit natanggal? Hindi lang basta natanggal, maayos pa ang pagkalagay sa ibabaw ng radyo. Kainis natakot ako. Promise naiiyak na talaga ako kanina. Sinabihan pa ko na baka may multo dito. Nak ng! Alam namang takot ako don arrggh.

Pagka-open ko ulit ng laptop, patugtog ulit ako ng Yanni songs ng sobrang lakas para mabaling sa iba ang iniisip ko. Erase erase...di ko na dapat isipin. Last na to, di na dapat isipin.

9 nagsalita

Ang Kaharian


Sa kakabasa ko ng mga novels na kaharian ang tema minsan napapaisip din ako kung ano bang kaharian ang gusto ko. Sa isang libro na binasa ko (na hindi ko tinapos dahil nosebleeding), merong isang babaeng regent o pansamantalang namumuno sa isang kaharian. Dahil babae sya at hindi pa taga doon, marami ang komontra sa kanya (gender discrimination lang). Kaya hindi naging madali ang trabaho nya. Ang mga sinaunang tao talaga, gusto nila pambahay lang ang mga babae tsk tsk.

Back to topic, ang kaharian. Pag ako ay napapabilang sa isang dugong bughaw (syempre ako ang prinsesa), gusto ko kulay light blue ang kwarto ko. Merong porch syempre kung saan makikita ko ang buwan at bituin sa langit sa gabi. Merong isang secret door na ang likod nito ay isang secret tunnel papunta sa aking secret garden na pwede kong puntahan kung nalulungkot ako, o kaya pag masaya ako. Syempre me violin din ako at sana laptop na rin na pwede kong dalhin sa aking secret garden.

Gusto ko pixies ang tagabantay ko (katulad ng nasa taas). Bakit hindi fairies? Dahil pwedeng malaki ang fairy, pwedeng maging kasinlaki ng tao. Gusto ko maliit lang, ang pixies ay kasinlaki lang ng palad kaya sila na. Sila ang tagahatid ng pagkain, tagabihis sakin, and wait...pag tumakas ako papuntang secret garden pwede ko silang isama.

May naisip ako. Pano kung don sa secret garden ay merong isa pang tunnel papunta sa village. Gagala gala ako sa village at magpapanggap na ordinaryong tao. Gasgas moves na ito ng mga fairy tales, pero ang mga suwail na prinsesa namang yun ay walang ginawa kundi ang gumala dahil sawa na sila na may guwardiya na laging nakabuntot sa kanila. Syempre iba ang motive ko, gusto ko malaman kung ang mga ordinaryong tao ay maayos naman ang pamumuhay. Kung maayos ba ang pakikitungo ng mga opisyal sa kanila sa palasyo o baka pinasalvage ng di malaman ang dahilan. Malay natin diba? Sabi nga nila, to see is to believe.

Dahil ikaw din naman ang susunod na uupo sa trono (ako pala), maaga pa lang ayusin mo na. Bilang isang prinsesa dapat marunong ka makipag-kapwa tao. Marunong ka dumiskarte, hindi lang puro pagpapaganda ang inaatupag sa maghapon. Sayang naman ang opportunity na sa buong mundo ay mabibilang lang sa daliri ang makakaranas nito.

Dahil ito ay isang guni-guni lang, lubus-lubusin ko na. Isasama ko na rin ang mga larawan na malapit sa idea ng aking guni-guni.

Ang kastilyo. Dito kunyari ang aking kaharian.


At ang kunyari kong secret garden.

9 nagsalita

Thought of You


Okayyyy...

So here's another youtube video that I want to share. This was introduced to me by my brother (he is a graphic animator so he knows art stuffs like this one) a while back. This video is kinda sad for me, but I was captivated by the emotions that was portrayed by the dance.

Feel free to comment your interpretation of the dance. And enjoy.




Edit: Grammar check.

4 nagsalita

Summer Heat


The summer heat, reminds me of the siniguelas tree we used to climb. We picked everything that our hands could reach, just to be chased by the angry owner after. It reminds me of how I get fascinated with the color blue of the sky and the cottony white of the clouds. I used to imagine that the clouds are some soft mattresses and pillows, that I am lying there comfortably.

It also reminds me of the scent of the ocean, the sea breeze, the sound of laughter, the wide playground in a low tide afternoon. It reminds me of the wind softly touching my face as I used to take an afternoon nap in a huge mangrove tree.

It reminds me of the different colors of popsicle we peddled around from morning till afternoon. Never mind the scourging heat of the sun, a saving for next enrollment and a free popsicle at the end of the day is such a simple joy.

It reminds me of the cardboard paper I used as shield during midday when my mother would tell me to write what was written on a piece of blackboard hanging outside our neighbor's house. I was just learning ABC back then, and it was the mighty era of betamax. I used to formulate an equation that if I had written a favorable number of letters we get to watch the movie, otherwise we stay at home.

The summer heat reminds me of many things from my past. It reminds me of how I used to be. It reminds me that back then, life was so simple.

7 nagsalita

Once Upon A Time...


Once upon a time, there was a very slow internet connection in a far away land. How could this be? They are bountiful of speed and less population to use it, but it is too slow. Everyone was so upset. Their Facebook wouldn't load, the YM, the blog and all things under the sun.

The beautiful princess of the land finally stood up and called her advisors.

Beautiful Princess: You might be all aware why I called you here? Our internet connection is too slow. Reports say that there is no problem with our resources. What do you have in mind?

Advisor Makulit: This might be another attack from our little friend called Download.

Advisor Mausisa: But according to my reliable source, the neighboring kingdom hasn't experienced this epidemic. If this is something to do with Download, then they too will have the fate as ours.

Advisor Maunawain: You are right Advisor Mausisa, they should experience the same as we did.

Beautiful Princess: Should we call someone to investigate?

Advisor Maalam: I would like to recommend Mang Jose to do the job. He is quite impressive.

Beautiful Princess: I haven't heard of that name before, is he from our kingdom?

Advisor Maalam: No your majesty, he is from another kingdom. I contacted him once in a while for small jobs.

Beautiful Princess: And what small jobs?

Advisor Maalam: Ehem, *whispers* the small jobs your majesty.

Beautiful Princess: I see. Alright, its decided then. We will be hiring Mang Jose to investigate this loathsome epidemic. Advisor Makulit, have our runner send a message to Mang Jose immediately. I want to meet him tomorrow morning.

Advisor Makulit: Right away, your majesty.

And so Mang Jose was called to investigate the unknown phenomena of the land, in exchange for $100 a day with free board and lodging. For at least three days of meticulous investigation, Mang Jose showed up to the castle one day.

Mang Jose: *bows* Your majesty.

Beautiful Princess: Did you find something?

Mang Jose: Yes your majesty. One of the tube was displaced by a clan of rodents who moved for a winter vacation a week ago. They are unfamiliar with the device so they didn't report the said incident. They never thought that it would cause so much trouble and they are very sorry.

Beautiful Princess: Why haven't they approached me?

Mang Jose: They fear you your majesty. This can be easily fixed though your majesty. If you let me, it will be done in an instant.

Beautiful Princess: Thats great! Fix it at once and I will pay you double.

Mang Jose: As you wish your majesty. *bows*

Mang Jose moved back the tube to its rightful place and everything went to normal. Facebook of the villagers loads fast, as well as YM and blog and all things under the sun. The rodents were forgiven by the princess and they settled in far away land for good. Beautiful Princess was more than happy of Mang Jose's performance. She promoted him as the kingdom's investigator.

On that night, they celebrated for the great success. Everyone sing and dance. The princess sat on her throne  infront of her very wide computer screen once more. And she lived happily ever after.

***END***

14 nagsalita

I Catnap Three Little Kitties


There were three little kitties born on the same day. The mother cat used to stay inside the house and thus the three little kitties were also nursed by us. After some time, the kitties began to open their eyes and began to walk around the house. They also began to play and began to recognize voices. They are adorable.

We planned to move to another place and I can't bear the thought of leaving the kitties and the mother cat behind. My father was against it, but I made up my mind.

On that day, I put the little kitties in the laundry tub and planned to put the mother cat in a sack. Its brutal but we don't have a pet cage. Its not a pet with papers and everything, just an ordinary pet. So I gained a number of scratches on the process, but still failed. The mother cat don't find it appealing to be inside a sack, so we leave her behind. I thought that I could take care of the kitties. I can feed them too, and they will be fine.

The first day in the new house was noisy. The kitties wont stop crying, its obvious that they're looking for their mother and they are hungry. Since they still breastfeed, I mix powdered milk and water every morning and afternoon after I got home from work. I feed them with a dropper. They are still very noisy, they would only stop meowing when they're full or tired. There's this kitty who looked at me one day with the most heartbreaking expression. As if she said, Where's Mama?

A week later, they began to eat solid food. They at last found out the way to get out of their little box, and they began to poo and pee. This enraged father, he might be right that it will make the room smelly but still, the cats can be trained. And since they are still noisy, I agreed that they will be moved to the second floor.

The second floor is under-construction. So there's sand where they can poo and pee and all over the place could be their playground. However, they share the place with a mother dog and two puppies. The mother dog is tamed but the puppies are too playful.

The kitties are naive, they don't show any fear to the dogs. I saw them one time, they breastfeed on the mother dog together with the puppies. My poor kitties. They looked so dirty because of the dust and dirt of the place. It makes me want to wash and brush them, but restrained myself on doing so. They are still kitties that cant endure the cold afterwards. The puppies gets an extra spank everytime they are extra playful that the kitties seems to be screaming to death.

I visit them in the morning before going to work. Since they share food with the dogs, its okay if I won't have to fix them breakfast. But I see to it that they have something to eat when I got home from work every afternoon. I make sure that they are full first, leftovers are for the dogs. They also get to play and stay inside the house when father's out.

When they get bigger, maybe they could stay inside. Maybe they could be trained like their mother. And I could wash all those dirt away.

9 nagsalita

WTF Japan, Seriously!?


While I was browsing facebook, I stumble upon this ad/post (I can't remember) which caught my attention. At first, I thought it was a site of a racist lol. But when I followed the link, the first thing I've noticed was the header. It has a picture of a japanese woman in different expression with a mushroom hat. So I'm assuming that the author is japanese and the site is all about epic fails.

I was right. The contents are epic, but not fail. I enjoyed watching most of the videos, I can't handle some with gory stuff in it. The vids and illustrations are all so weird. Yeah, we all know that japanese people had the most bizarre idea of all time.

If you're interested, here's the link: WTF Japan, Seriously!?

And my favorite vid. This makes me want to watch the movie XD

11 nagsalita

PBB Audition


Ito ay para sa post ng PBB Audition by Jhengpot. Dahil gusto ko ng gulo, makikigulo ako ahihi. Joke lang, di ako masamang tao. I mean gulo na masaya.

Ako si Kraehe, hindi totoong pangalan. Dahil marami akong pangalan. Halos karamihan ng nakilala ko iba-iba ang tawag sakin, na yun na rin ang nakasanayan nila. Pero konti lang ang tumatawag sakin sa totoo kong pangalan. Weird di ba? Hindi ako bibo, makwento lang pag hindi tinatamad ahaha. Hindi rin ako mahilig magpicture-picture sa sarili ko. Kasi kahit anong gawin ko panget ang kalalabasan XD sayang lang effort ng ngiti ko wehehe.

Marunong ako sumayaw at kumanta, isa akong all time frustrated violinist. Never say die ang motto ko, kaya naniniwala ako na mapeperfect ko pa rin someday ang Twinkle Twinkle Little Star sa violin. Mahilig ako magbasa ng libro, mangalikot ng kung ano ano, at mag-daydream. Isa akong tao ahihi.

Lablayp. Meron ako, at inlab ako. Meron syempreng ups and downs, di naman nawawala yan. Pero getting stronger as we go further kumbaga.

Yan lang po ang tungkol sa akin. Naniniwala po ako sa kasabihang, ang tao pag naapakan ay nagigising. I thank you.

13 nagsalita

Paano Ba Ang Magkwento?



Paano ba magkwento? Dapat ba matalinghaga? Makwela? Misteryoso? Baka pwede ring may pagka-makata. Dapat ba detalyado? Lahat ng sulok ng silid dapat bang banggitin? Ang kulay siguro ng bawat gamit ay dapat ding sabihin. Siguro pati ang laki o bigat nito.

Siguro pati ang mga tao sa paligid. Pag kilala babanggitin ang pangalan, pag hindi naman ang ayos na lang ang pwedeng banggitin. Pati siguro ayos ng mukha, kung matangos o pango ang ilong. Kung payat o mataba man. At siguro ang pananamit, kung magara ba o gusgusin.

Paano ba ang magkwento? Marami sana akong kwento, pero hindi ko alam kung pano isasalaysay ang mga ito.

8 nagsalita

Ang Mahiwagang Ninja!


Noong ako ay maliit pa lang (maliit pa rin hanggang ngayun), nakagawian naming manood ng action movies. Action as in karate, kung fu, na nagsisiliparan sa ire ang mga bida. Ang cool ng moves, tumatambling tambling, naninipa, naghahagis ng shuriken at syempre magaling din sa espada.

All black ang suot nila, pero hindi naman sila Men in Black. Meron din pala ibang kulay, pero kadalasan ay itim. Mata lang ang makikita sa kanila, at mahilig silang magstalk.

Para maliwanagan kayo sa sinasabi ko, lemme introduce to you the kinds of ninja.

Cat Ninja


Turtle Ninja


Sexy Ninja


Fail Ninja


But wait, theres more...

Genius Ninja 

Not-so-ninja


 
At syempre ang coool ninja


Di ba ang cool ng mga ninja? Sa panahon ngayun, dumarami ang klase ng ninja. Sa susunod na henerasyon baka lalo pa silang dumami. Sila ang mga kakaiba ang dating, ang mga kakaiba ang moves at masyadong misteryoso.

Ayan, sana meron kayong natutunan sa aking maliit na presentation. Wave wave sa lahat ng ninja.

7 nagsalita

Facade of Reality


Balik metal gothic na naman ang dumadagundong sa aking headset. Wala lang, trip lang, namiss ko kasi. Bakit nga ba nagustuhan ko ang gothic songs? Kasi, una, merong halong classical instruments. Pangalawa, musika sakin ang maingay. Pangatlo, ang vocalist kadalasan opera singers. Pang-apat, ang lyrics ng kanta ay hindi yung nakasanayang love-love or emo-emo. Kadalasan ay patungkol sa bagay-bagay sa paligid. Yun nga lang, yung iba brutal talaga ang lyrics.

Ayun at bumalik ako sa pakikinig ng mga fav bands ko sa youtube like Nightwish, Within Temptation, Kamelot, Epica at marami pang iba. Nag sing-along na rin ako dito sa office. Wa pakels kung maingay, mag-headset kayo kung ayaw nyo lol.

Merong isang kanta na nabalikan ko kanina, nagustuhan ko ang lyrics kaso merong pagka-anti sya (na hindi naman masyado). Share ko lang. Merong ibang stanzas na latin, dinugo ang ilong ko. Wala rin ako mahanap na matinong translator sa google. Calling people na makakapagtranslate from latin to english hihi. Anyway, ito na sya.


Yung lyrics pala nasa vid.

6 nagsalita

Ang Aking Imahinasyon sa Tubig ng Dagat


Madilim. Walang buwan at mga bituin sa langit. Wala ring ulap, parang empty space lang. Nakahawak ako sa harang ng deck ng malaking barko. Tinanaw ko ang dagat, ngunit kadiliman pa rin.

Katamtaman lang ang simoy ng hangin. Walang kahit anong ingay sa paligid. Wala ring tao o kahit ano, ako lang at ang sinasakyan kong barko.

Sa ibayong dako, meron akong natanaw na maliit na bagay. Palapit ito ng palapit, waring lumulutang. Palaki ng palaki ang bagay na iyon habang ito ay mabilis na pumapalapit sa kinatatayuan ko. Hanggang sa natanaw ko ang kabuuhan nito. Isang malaking kastilyo, nakalutang sa tubig. Maraming lumang bintana, ngunit nakasara. Mayroong veranda sa may bandang kaliwa. At nag-iisang pintuan sa gitna. Howl's moving castle ba ito?

Napatingin ako sa may pintuan, bahagya itong bumukas. Pagkabukas nito, walang anu-ano at merong lumabas na lubid sa pinto. Para itong may buhay na itinali ang sarili sa barko at ang iba nito ay nagtali sa kanya kanyang pwesto at nang natapos ito ay naging tulay. Isang lubid na tulay mula sa barko papuntang pintuan ng kastilyo.

Ang pintuan ay parang nanghihikayat. Halika, pumunta ka dito. I has cookie. Nasa trance state ako, (ano ba tagalog ng trance?). Parang nagsasalita ang pinto, halika na. Tumawid ako sa tulay, dahan dahan. Nakarating ako sa kastilyo at pumasok sa pinto.

Pagkapasok ko sa loob, bigla itong nagsara. Pilit ko tong binuksan, ngunit ito ay unti-unting naglaho. Wala na ang pinto, wala na akong lalabasan. Pero wala sakin iyon, wala akong nararamdamang takot.

Sa loob ng kastilyo. Puro hagdan. Mayroon paakyat, pababa, paikot, meron ding nakalutang, nakatagilid at nakabaligtad. Marami ring nakalutang na kandila. Lahat ng naroroon ay hagdan lamang at kandila. Sinimulan ko umakyat sa pataas na hagdan. Nakarating ako sa paibaba, sa paikot, sa nakabaligtad, sa paikot. Napakaraming hagdan, sinubukan ko lahat.

Nakaramdam ako ng pagod, sumakit ang mga paa ko. Sa lahat ng nasubukan ko hagdan, walang nakakonekta sa isang silid man lang, o sa isang kusina o bintana. Bawat isa ay nakakonekta lang sa isa pang uri ng hagdan. Medyo madilim, marami ngang kandila, pero hindi iyon sapat para magbigay ng liwanag sa buong paligid.

Natakot na ako, hindi ko alam kung papano ako lalabas sa lugar na ito. Napaisip ako, sana nanatili na lang ako sa barko. Sinubukan ko ulit ang mga hagdan, baka isa sa mga ito maghahatid sakin sa exit. Pataas, patagilid, pabaligtad, pababa. Wala. Ganun pa rin.

Nawalan na ako ng pag-asa. Napa-upo na lang ako sa tabi, tahimik na nakatingin sa mga hagdan. Nagbabakasakali na isa sa mga yun merong daan palabas.

Sa isang sulok, merong akong namataan. Anino? Paano nagkaroon ng anino dito? Isang anino na hugis tao. Palakad lakad, patakbo takbo. Tumayo ako, sinundan ko ang anino. Paakyat sa isang pataas na hagdan na ilang beses ko na nadaanan. Tumakbo ito, bumilis na waring nagpapasunod sa akin. Pataas ng pataas na tila walang katapusan.

Lalong sumakit ang aking mga paa, masyado itong mabilis. Hindi ko halos mahabol. Mabigat ang aking katawan, natalisod ako. Bigla itong huminto sa pagtakbo, naglakad patungo sakin. Iniabot nya ang kanyang kamay para tulungan akong tumayo. Nakatayo ako, inakay nya ko. Dahan dahan ako, kami, naglakad pataas ng hagdan.

Sa akala ko walang katapusan na hagdan, sa bandang dulo nito ay mayroong pinto. Nakasara, ngunit pinto pa rin. Dahan dahan pa rin akong inakay patungo don. Pagkarating sa dulo, ang anino pa rin ang nagbukas ng pinto. Ang labas nito ay ang veranda ng kastilyo. Ang barko na dati kong kinatatayuan ay nasa aking harapan. Natuwa ako, makakabalik na rin ako.

Humaba ang kanang braso ng anino at kumapit ito sa isang parte ng barko. Hawak nya ako sa kaliwang braso at sabay kaming lumundag papunta sa barko.

 March 31 pa itong nasa draft, ngayun ko lang natapos. Sa wakas. Ito ang matagal ko ng panaginip, as usual. At narealize ko na pwede din pala ang tagalog sa pagsulat ng dreams ehehe. Sa umpisa kasi ang hirap, parang mas expressive pag english. Anyway, ang title ay sa isang dream ko rin, wala ako maisip eh.

8 nagsalita

50 Facts of Me


Makikiuso sa uso. Sa pagblog hop ko kanina, nakita ko to 50 Facts About Me by canonista. Kaya ito, makikiuso na rin ako.

50 Facts About Me

1. I prefer complete darkness when sleeping.

2. I cant live without my cellphone.

3. I'm quite a chatter in the cyber world, but opposite in the real world.

4. I've had a number of dreams that I want to put to words, but the sequence tends to run away from me. Like Im chasing a frightened horse that is running towards a black hole.

5. I multi-task alot.

6. I am a Gemini and born in the year of the Dog. In my own opinion, the year and the sign are the exact opposite.

7. Im a frustrated violinist.

8. I am very stubborn.

9. Me and my sister (the one next to me) were bullied when we were in kindergarten. The next day I brought a slingshot (tirador) to scare the bully. But it was of course confiscated by our teacher.

10. I am a big fan of Yanni.

11. Gifts are most valuable to me. Even if its a pebble from elsewhere, I would keep it all my life.

12. I love comedy movies.

13. I love books.

14. I love challenges and adventures. I'm the female version of Peter Pan.

15. I dream of having a secret garden.

16. I hate people who cuts you off while you were still talking. Its really annoying.

17. Its hard for me to forgive people who wronged me.

18. The only sport I joined during school days was basketball for girls. It was not even an proper basketball, its more like agawang buko.

19. I am into gothic and rock songs.

20. I dreamed to perform the violin part of Agujero Inmundo on stage (with bass and drums to accompany me).

21. I don't wear makeup. An adequate amount of moisturizer and pressed powder is all I ever apply on my face ever since.

22. I love cute furry animals, especially cats.

23. I only have a pair of shoes, a pair of high heel sandals and a pair of slippers. I don't buy extra, I replace things if they are beyond repair.

24. I'm not vain.

25. I have this phobia of plugging electrical devices. I was electrocuted while trying to plug the tv, somewhere in my childhood.

26. I don't drink and I don't smoke.

27. I hate people who backbites, like it is only their happiness in life.

28. I'm afraid of ghosts. Though I haven't seen one, but please, just let them be unseen.

29. I love vampire books, movies, and mangas. But please, not Twilight.

30. I love reading manga.

31. I get attracted to all shades of blue.

32. I love pastel and neon colors, but pink is not on my list.

33. I like looking at nude art. I see it as an art, no more, no less.

34. Sometimes, I would raise my eyebrow to stop an annoying conversation.

35. I do appreciate little things in life.

36. I realized that listing facts about oneself would take this long. This is the 7th hour.

38. I don't like wearing glasses, but I have to :(

39. Before, I wished I was taller. But now I realized that someone can really accept you of what or who you are.

40. I easily laugh even the corniest joke.

41. I like the scent of a diesel oil.

42. I don't like confrontations.

43. I don't like being idle for a long time. It will bore me to death.

44. Something from my childhood is precious to me. If given the opportunity to turn back time, I would go back to that place.

45. I prefer silver than gold.

46. I don't like watching gory movies.

47. Whenever I feel down there's someone who would lift me and cheer me up.

48. The same person stalked me 3 years ago.

49. The same person makes me fall for him over and over again.

50. I'm inlove with that same person.

17 nagsalita

Sweet Dreams are Made of...


I found myself somewhere unknown to me. The place is pitch black, like light never existed. Despite of this situation, I can see things. Whenever I close my eyes I can see shadows of things, silhouette. Like an infrared that sends images based on temperature. Im not the right person to explain this, but it is like that. I can see the huge log blocking the way. Branches that have sharp thorns, and the knee-high mud grabbing my feet. I knew I was in a swamp, and that there's a small hut maybe a kilometer away, and a person in that hut waiting for me.

I carefully walked through the unforgivable swamp. My hands anxiously touching the things I see infront of me as to not to further wound myself. The mud continuously grabbing my feet. I feel so weary.  But all these things would come to an end. I can see the small hut. A shabby small hut that a small amount of wind could blow it apart.

I knocked twice to the wooden door. Someone stirred inside.

Mama, mama, Im here. I came.

Shhhh, keep your voice down. Come inside.

Inside the hut is still dark, but I can feel warm fingers touching my face.

I knew you'd come. You are tired. Come, rest now. And she let me sleep on her lap.


This was the dream I had when I was in elementary. This is one of those dreams that wouldn't want to fade away from my memories. Time is 12:12AM, I can't sleep. The Sandman is late.

Note to Sandman: Hurry up and put me to sleep already lol.

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I has Post


Great! Ako ay nagdidileryo na naman. Hindi masyado hihi, nagwiwithdrawal syndrome lang. That's right wahihi. Ako ay isang adik, isa akong adik! Di ko pinagkakaila at di ko itatago. Na isa akong adik sa ONLINE GAMES. Yun nga ang sabi nila, pag adik ka, wala lang..adik ka lang.

Ito so far ang mga nalaro ko.
Ragnarok Online, Tantra Online, Flyff, Granado Espada, Dream of Mirror, Audition Online, Cabal Online, Dragonica, BandMaster, Bright Shadow, Kitsu Saga, Gunbound, 2Moons, Runescape, Shin Megami Tensei, RO2

Nakalimutan ko na yung iba, yan lang matandadan ko. Alam mo merong iba dyan na mas mahaba pa dyan sa listahan ko. Di na yung bago, marami akong kilala ahihi.

Nakakamiss din kaya. Nakakamiss ang makikipag-pvp, makipag-siege wars, makipag-angasan, makipag-sawsawan wahihi. Lalo nakakamiss ang game lingo. Sa phil servers pinaka-common ang amf o kaya amfufu. Dati amp na pina-iksi sa salitang amputa, katagalan naging slang ang mga tao naging amf na. And worst naging amfufu. Oh well, nag-eevolve talaga ang language. Marami pa ibang terms, like imba, pots, pabaps, sawsaw, weakling, pt, meat shield. Ano pa ba? Nakalimutan ko na yung iba.

Pag international servers namin, uso ang sobrang shortcut. Tulad ng imma, srously, orly. Uso din ang wrong grammar. Tulad ng, I has lag, I is dead meat. Nakakatuwa, namiss ko to. Dati fluent ako sa wrong grammar game lingo hihi.

Nostalgic, Hahayz. Share ko pala ibang screenies na nakatago pa sa pc ko.


Dream of Mirror - my musician and my pet 



Granado Espada - perfect screenie of my Ani family



Battle of Immortals - we the couple



Tantra Online  - the master and the summon tee hee~

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March Updates


Di ata ako nakapag-update ng list of Dugong Bughaw last February kaya ngayun update ko na sya. Medyo hindi pa rin kompleto kasi yung iba hindi ko pa nailagay. Yung iba nasa waiting list pa, so di pa talaga sya final. Medyo busy rin kaya di na masyadong nakakapag-update at nakakapag-bisita. Hirap ng dalawa ang trabaho lol.

Anyway, dahil update ngayun maglilista na rin ako. Medyo matagal tagal na naman ang muli kong pagkabuhay (2 and a half months na ahihihi), meron na akong karapatan magdeclare ng favorite blogs ko. Ito ay maiksi lamang. Sinadya ko talaga to kasi kapag mahabang listahan, magiging bias na ako.

Sa mga kaharian na kung saan pinadpad ako sa aking itim ng pakpak, ito ang aking mga kinagigiliwan.
  1. Batas Para sa Mahirap...Umintindi - Ang walang kamatayang panyero.net. Nakakawiling basahin at infairness marami akong natutunan. Halos lahat yata ng entries nabasa ko, mula sa pinaka-unang post hanggang sa latest. Kaso yung ibang info nadidisolve lang din sa utak ko. Mababa lang kasi memory ng utak ko ahaha. Kailangan ko na mag-upgrade.
  2. Splice and Dice - Introduce ito sakin ni Nishiboy. Simple lang ang blog at walang maraming ka-ekekan sa gilid. Pero promise, kailangan katabi ko si google o kaya si mr webster pag nagbabasa ako ng entries nya. Nosebleed. Pero kahit na tumutulo na ang dugo sa ilong ko, at puno ang isang timba minsan, go pa rin ako. Ganda ng pagkasulat at astig ang sense of humor. Yun nga sa tuwing bumibisita ako sa kahariaan ni Splice ay hinihiram ko muna ang invisibility cloak ni Harry dahil feeling ko wala talaga akong malaking titik na K na magcomment.
  3. I S T A M B A Y - Pinoy na pinoy at astig! Dito rin maraming mapupulot na aral. Parang modern na mga kwento ni Lola Basyang dahil mayroong moral lesson bawat post. Kaya idol ko to, at tuwang tuwa ako pag merong bagong post ahihihi.
Ayan ang aking top three, sa mga susunod na updates baka madagdagan na.

At dahil nagdadaldalan kami ni Nishiboy sa chat, minsan nagcocompare kami ng mga favorite blogs namin. Di rin maiwasan na mapunta ang topic sa most annoying slash irritating slash worst blog namin. At nagpalitan pa kami ng links at kung bakit hate namin ang blog na yun. Aminin, meron ka rin nito hihi. At ayun, nag-dare sya na pag nagpost ako ng list of annoying blogs ko, magpost din sya wakekeke.

Pero pero, nope. Ayaw ko. Dahil ayoko ng gulo, friendly ang aking uwak. Behave sya para di sya maging fried uwak na pwedeng pang-ulam.

Anyway ulit, ito ang video na nakita ko sa facebook at tuwang tuwa ako. Share ko lang para matuwa din kayo ahihi.

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Minsan sa Bus


May babae na mag-isang nakaupo sa tatluhang upuan ng bus. Medyo wala gaanong pasahero kaya magkakalayo ang pagitan ng bakante at hindi bakanteng upuan.  Habang si manong kundoktor ay nakikipagsabayan sa ingay ng paligid, sya ay tahimik lang sa kanyang kinauupuan na parang malalim ang iniisip.

At nang umisod na ang sasakyan para sa susunod na destinasyon, merong isang lalake na mabilis na umakyat sa bus. Pagka-akyat ang dali-dali syang tumabi sa kinauupuan ng babae.

Habang nasa byahe, itong damuhong lalake ay halatang dumidikit sa babae. Aba eh ang luwag luwag naman ng sasakyan kung bakit nagsusumiksik itong feelingero na ito. Medyo inis na rin si babae. At dahil panay dikit ni lalake at naiinis na si babae, nagsalita na sya.

Babae:  Pwede po bang umusog kayo ng konti, ang luwag po ng upuan.
Lalake: (Tumawa) Akala ko di ka magsasalita, sinadya ko yun para pansinin mo ko.
Babae:  (Tinaas ang kaliwang kilay).
Lalake: Suplada ka pala, hindi halata sa hitsura mo. (Ngumiti)
Babae:  Hindi ako suplada, hindi lang kita kilala.
Lalake: Alam mo, sa kabilang bus sana ako sasakay, kaso nung nakita kita sa may bintana nacutan ako sayo ahaha. Ako nga pala si Mark. Ikaw, anong pangalan mo?
Babae:  Clara. (Pekeng ngiti)
Lalake: Ahh, nice meeting you Clara. Ang cute talaga ng pisngi mo ahahaha. May boyfriend ka na?
Babae:  Yup, meron na.
Lalake: Ahh, ako din may girlfriend na. (Binunot ang cellphone sa bulsa ng pantalon nya at pinakita sa babae ang wallpaper nito).
Lalake: Ito kaming dalawa. Maganda sya ano?
Babae:  Oo, maganda sya. (Pekeng ngiti pa rin)

Biglang nag-ring ang cellphone pero tumigil lang din ng dalawang segundo.

Lalake: Nagmisscall sya (ngiti), alam mo ba ang meaning ng misscall?
Babae:  Hindi eh, ano ba meaning nun? (Hindi naman po sya masyadong madaldal?)
Lalake: Ibig sabihin nun, I miss you, I love you. Pag nagmisscall sya, yun ang ibig nya sabihin nun.
Babae: Nice, ang sweet naman pala ng girlfriend mo.
Lalake: Oo, sweet sya hehe. Syanga pala, pwede ko ba hingin ang number mo?
Babae:  Bakit?
Lalake: Ala lang, pwede ba kitang yayain lumabas? Friendly date or something. As friends lang naman.
Babae:  Hindi pwede, may magagalit (Ngiting di makumbinsi)
Lalake: Kahit as friends?
Babae: (Ngiti ulit)
Lalake: Ang swerte naman ng boyfriend mo ehehe. (Ngiting sapilitan)
BabaeAng malas ng girlfriend mo.

Huminto na ang bus. Merong iba na nagsibabaan at meron namang nagsisakayan. Si manong kundoktor ay busy ulit sa pagtatawag ng pasahero. Sinukbit ng babae ang shoulder bag na kanina lang ay nakapatong sa kandungan nya at tumayo.

Babae:  Sige ha, dito lang ako.
Lalake: Dito ka na lang ba? O sige sige, ingat ka ha.
Babae:  Oo, lagi akong maingat.

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I Dreamed of Flying


 
Photo by Takaki

I dreamed of flying. Its every child's dream, to watch them fly to the open sky. It was mine too.

When I was younger, I used to stare at the clouds. Its tempting. I used to imagine that I could jump so high and the wind would take me higher and higher to the clouds. I don't dream to be like Superwoman or whoever cartoon heroes that could fly, just me, enjoying the wind and the freedom of my fantasy.

Funny thing is, I used to formulate the ways on how I can actually fly. As a matter of fact, I still consider it today. From my first method, flying without wings. Like superman and the like, they have super powers that enables them to fly. If an ordinary person doesn't have those, maybe an alternative will do. Lets take a look at the flying squirrel. They don't actually fly, they glide. They have a loose skin that acts like a parachute. But if I would consider the flying squirrel technique, I would need to stay in high places and jump to catch the wind. Its a hassle, really. To bring a gliding equipment and jump off the building. It sounds absurb to me.

How about flying with wings. I should choose a pair of wings that could carry my weight. Of course, these wings should be bigger, half my height will do. Most fairy that I've seen in pictures have butterfly wings. But nah, it looks too fragile to me. Although it is favorable aesthetically, but I reckon it won't last long with my reckless attitute. I believe an eagle's wings suits me, its sturdy. Like angels, their wings are like of eagle's wings structure. Or at least thats how I see it.

These wings should be attached at my back. There will be nerves that will be connected to my brain so that when I order it to flap, it will flap. It will take some practice of course, but I will get into it. And maybe, I should consider how birds fly. How do they fly? Jump first, then glide and flap? If I should flap my wings first, I need tremendous effort to lift myself from the ground. Maybe jumping first is not such a bad idea. Jump, then flap then glide.

Come, fly with me.

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Define Boring


OMG! Ang tagal ng di ako nakapag-update. Super duper busy sa buhay buhay, namiss ko tuloy magbasa at makipagchismisan sa mundo ng blog. Sa sobrang dami ng ginagawa ko, maniniwala ba kayo na nakakabore din pala yun?

Tama, hindi lang ang walang ginagawa ang boring, pati rin pag marami kang ginawa. Feeling ko, ayoko na...pagod na ko, kilan ba matatapos to? Bored na ko Lord, promise.

Rant mode na naman ako wakokok. Need ko lang siguro ng bagong buhay. Need ko lang siguro ng bagong environment. Wait! Lemme rant...minsan lang to.

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Cool Coincidence


I don't know if this is just a coincidence. But just yesterday, while browsing some cool artworks on the net, I found something really cool. Remember my post entitled Water World last Jan 22, 2011? It describes events from a dream of mine the night before. You can check my post if you haven't read it yet.

So yesterday, here's what I found.

 
 Art by Hugh Sicotte

 Cool eh? Though some aspects are different. (Like, in my post there was a huge whale, in the drawing its a shark. Theres a school of fish in the drawing, my post has none.) But the concept is almost the same.

 I don't claim anything on this matter, and I respect the artist of his artwork. I just wanted to show some pure coincident awesomeness.

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Bese-besehan to the nth power


Yup yup, busy days na naman. At kulang na naman sa tulog. Ang baba na nag dugo ko, 90 over something na lang wakekeke. Laklak na lang muna ng ferrous sulfate.

Pero pero, okay lang hihi. Dahil dahil, excited ako. May pupuntahan ako sa weekend and did I mention na excited na ko? hihi.

At dahil wala naman ulit akong matinong post, share ko lang itong heartbreaking photo I found on the net. The photo speaks for itself.

 

Photo from darcsfalcon

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Eavesdropping


Produckto ng pagiging osyosera.

Habang kinakausap ni mamang kapitbahay ang kanyang pamangkin.

Kapitbahay: Boy, napanood nyo na ni ate yung eclipse?
(Ate = nakakatandang kapatid ng pamangkin nya)

Batang lalake: Opo, ang ganda nga eh. Napanood namin ni ate sa school.

Kapitbahay: Talaga? Meron pala kayong film showing sa school? Eclipse ang pinapanood sa inyo?

Batang lalake: Opo. Diba yan yung tinatabunan ng buwan ang araw?

Kapitbahay: Ahhh....ahahaha! Hindi yan, yung merong bampira.

Sumabat si ate.

Ate: Hindi pa Tito, meron kayong bala? Panoorin natin.

Kompletuhin mo kasi wakekek.

Di ko pinanood ang movie na to dahil nakokornihan ako. Not my kind of vampire story, pasintabi sa mga Twilight fan XD. At dahil bese-besehan ako these days, puro epic fail muna posts ko.

9 nagsalita

Ano daw?


Ako : Pabili po ng coffee.
Ale:   Alin dyan?
Ako: Ahh, ano po yung brown? Ano po difference nun sa normal coffee?
Ale:  Umm...ito brown, ung isa black.
Ako: Ahh okay po. Isa po nung brown.

Langya, nagtanong pa ko.

 
ang mahiwagang kape

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To Be or Not To Be?


Now that is the question.

Karamihan naman sa atin ay hindi mahilig sa classical music. Siguro sa tingin ko lang, pero yun ang observation ko. Minsan lang kasi natin naririnig ang classical music sa radyo at telebisyon. Wala sya sa nasa trend ika nga. Nung kapanahunan pa ni lolo sa tuhod to the nth level uso ito, dahil ito ang IN dati, pero OUT na ngayun.

Ang haba ng intro ko, may gusto lang naman akong ipakilala ahihi. Wag na tayong magpaligoy ligoy pa. Ito na. Si YANNI. Isa syang pyanista at composer. Idol ko sya hihi. Kasi, una, after nya mag-graduate ng college tinuruan nya sarili nya tumugtog ng piano (ang galing kaya nun). Hindi lang sya naging magaling, naging world class pa. Pangalawa, magaganda ang compositions nya, at least for me, na-appreciate ko. Pangatlo, sekwet XD.

Marami ang hindi nakakakilala sa kanya, kasi nga ang genre ng music nya ay hindi IN sa panahon ngayun. Kaya naman pinili kong mabuti ang mga videos na inilagay ko sa post na ito. Para hindi naman ma-bore ang mga bisita. Pero kung ayaw nyo pa rin, wala na ko magagawa.

First stop, Nostalgia. Ito ang unang piece na narinig ko sa kanya. My all-time favorite. Wish ko lang ako yung lady in red na nag violin solo sa middle part ng song. Ambisyosa hahaha.



Next, Rainmaker. Tinawag itong new age classical, kasi nasa gitna sya ng classical at ng new age music. Upbeat sound pero gamit pa rin ang orchestra, san ka pa? Isa pa sa mga gusto ko sa music ni Yanni. Nag-eenjoy ang mga musicians sa ginagawa nila. Spread the love!


Ayan, dalawa lang kasi magiging mahaba na. Kung nag-enjoy kayo, kayo na bahala magsearch sa youtube ng iba nyang piece. Spread the music, spread the love! ^___^

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The Charming Prince



Photo by nicobou

Of course, my prince doesn't look like the one above. This was just the photo I showed him and we laughed a lot. He made up stories, of how the fly reacts to the signboard and how the frog tries to convince everyone that he is a charming prince.

My prince has a huge sense of humor. He makes me smile a lot, makes me laugh like I've never laughed before. Some days that really suck, he could still manage to joke about it and would tell me that it is okay because he got me. He is very optimistic.

My prince is more like a medicine to me. We are each others medicine. When I'm down, he would cheer me up. When I need someone to talk to, he listens. He's always there whenever I need him. To him, I am his medicine. I am the first one to know whenever something's troubling him. He seeks my advice which really flatters me. He confides to me his feelings and it is always my honor to be his guest.

My prince has this iron shield that protects me from any harm. There's no safer place in my opinion but beside him. This shield is also contagious. It runs through me that makes me want to take care of myself because I don't want him to worry about things that can be handled. Like he said, he likes my being "not always the damsel in distress".

My prince isn't a frog that would transform into a human when kissed by true love. Or someone who offers marriage  in exchange of the glass slipper. He is real, tall, dark and handsome. We're not living in a fairy tail with castles, magic and dragons. We live in a real world, with dragon-like challenges that we have to face on a daily basis. We are real and we believe in us. We believe on the one thing that holds us together. We believe in love.

Happy Valentines day to everyone!

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Quotable Quotes



Everybody wants to go to heaven; but nobody wants to die.

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.

"Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss."

Everyone has photographic memory; some just don't have the film.

Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else.

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.

Note: All quotes are taken from the internet...

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Pantastik!



Ako po, ay lubusang nagpapasalamat sa gantimpalang natanggap mula sa isang pakulo na Mapagmahal Blog Award na mula sa isang kapwa manunulat na si Ms Kamila.

Parang speech lang ng MMFF hihi. Kahit walang kalatuy-latoy ang ipinasa kong artikulo na HHWW With Pa-sway Sway Pa, nakakuha pa rin ako ng parangal yaaaaahooooo! Salamat ng marami sa mga hurado, at sa aking mga fans hahaha (joke!) at congrats din sa mga iba pang nanalo.

MABUHAY ANG LAHAT!!

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War of Our Fathers



dahil sa wala po akong camera, nanghiram na lang po ako ng pic kay Joy

Kagabi napadaan ako, kasama ang mga kaibigan ko, kasamahan sa trabaho at dating kasamahan sa trabaho sa SM para mamili ng maiinom dahil napagdiskitahan naming mag get-together. Saling-pusa lang ako as usual.

Nung napadaan kami sa activity center, may mga chair na naka-ayos, at merong stage. Sabi ko sarili ko, malamang merong event na magaganap later. Nung nasa bungad na kami ng bridge me isang mahabang table na puro pagkain. Nagutom ako XD mukhang engrande ang okasyon na gaganapin. Naglakad lakad pa kami ng konti, sa bandang gitna ng bridge maraming stand na merong pictures na black and white. Ang liit lang kaya ng bridge, bakit naman kasi dito pa sila pumwesto?

Syempre nakikitingin din ako sa pictures. May picture ng mga patay na tao, may picture ng babae na dala dala ang gamit na binalot sa kumot. May picture din ni McArthur na pag nakita ko yun naaalala ko agad ang famous line nya na "I shall return". May picture ng mga sundalo, mga sumabog na bahay at iba pa. Isa lang ang common denonimator sa lahat ng pictures, picture yun lahat ng gyera. World War II to be exact.

Ang okasyon pala ay para sa mga sundalo nung panahon ng gyera. Natouch naman ako nung tinitingnan ko ang mga photos, napaisip ako...sobrang hirap pala ang dinaanan nila dati. Andon ang mga beterano na suot nila ng veteran suit nila (hindi ko talaga alam kung ano ang tawag don). Meron nang mga lola at lolo na uugod ugod. Merong iba nagkukwentuhan habang tinuturo ang mga pictures, reminiscing.

Naalala ko tuloy ang kwento ng Auntie ko, kapatid ni Papa, tungkol kina Lolo at Lola. Noong araw daw tinatago ng mga kalalakihan ang lahat ng babae sa talahiban pag may dumating ng hapon. Meron silang taguan sa ilalim ng lupa. Don ko naintindihan ang famous phrase nila na "dapa, may hapon!". Yung mga kasama daw ni Lolo may dala dalang baril, ang dala daw ni Lolo ay gitara dahil haharanahin nya si Lola. Nakakaloka, may gyera na nga eh.

Kung tutuusin, ang swerte ko dahil hindi ako pinanganak sa mga panahong yun. Pero kung hindi dahil sa kanila, ating mga magigiting na mandirigma, malamang nasa gyera pa rin itong kasalukuyan. Kaya nagpapasalamat ako sa mga lolo't lola, sa mga sundalo na binuwis ang kanilang buhay para sa kalayaan.

10 nagsalita

Freakin Restructure



photo by tradebit 

Baka nagtaka kayo na ang layo ng title sa picture. As I've mentioned yesterday, meron akong nabiling book sa booksale, yan yung nasa picture. At ang title ay tungkol sa hinanakit ko today, di naman rant lang para di masyadong obvious.

I received a  request today, stating that I have to restructure my previous codes to meet the new design. Kumusta naman di ba? Okay lang sana kung minor lang, kaso major functionalities ang kailangang baguhin, hahayz rant mode. On top of that, sinumpong na naman ako sa sakit ko. Sakit ng katamaran lol.

Baka hindi naman siguro, I used to love my work. Maybe I still do, or maybe I'm just bored. Actually, it started when hell broke loose in the working area. I also realized that I was payed less than what I deserved to be, plus with low benefits I think I am so wasting my time here.

Maybe, I really needed some time for myself. Good thing I purchased this book. It has some similarities of what has been going on with myself, I can relate to it. Its a story of a lawyer who's so bored of his life. To his boredom, he entertain the crazy idea of buying a what he supposed-to-be a magical kingdom, to escape from the world he thinks he doesn't belong.

Sa page 61 pa lang ako, and the book is an all-time page turner. Or, I'm still stucked in fantasy novels lol. My book preference refuses to grow old. Me thinks that I also need a purchase of that kingdom. I'm oh so bored :(

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Monday Blues



photo by Google

Ito ba ay pamagat ng isang kanta, o baka naman isang tula? O isang artikulo sa dyaryo? Sa kasamaang pala, hindi. Ito ay isang sakit na dumadapo tuwing lunes lamang. Ito ay walang pinipiling biktima, bata, matanda, may ngipin o wala. Ngunit ang karaniwan ay mga trabahador, estudyante at ako.

Help me Lord, its monday. Lol. Bakit nga ba sa tuwing lunes ay nakakatamad bumangon, maligo, magluto ng agahan at pumuntang opisina? Pagdating sa opisina ay nagliliwaliw pa ang isip. 50% ng utak ko ay gustong magtrabaho, ang 10% ay blanko, ang 15% ay gusto lang magbrowse, ang 10% ay inaantok at ang 5% ay gusto nang umuwi. Yung remaining 10% ay gustong magbasa ng blog hahaha.

Lemme explain.

50% ng utak ko ay gustong magtrabaho dahil gusto kong matapos na ang walang katapusang project na nauumay na ko sa hitsura. Gusto ko ng bago, ayoko ng paulit ulit lol.

10% ng utak ko ay blanko dahil, hindi ko alam, blanko nga eh.

15% ng utak ko ay gusto lang magbrowse kasi, new episode ngayun ng One Piece ahihihi. New episode din ng Fairy Tail manga wakokok. At higit sa lahat, wala akong drive magtrabaho haayz.

10% ng sarili ko ay inaantok dahil, hindi ko alam. Natulog naman ako sa tamang oras kagabi. Pag monday talaga inaantok ako.

5% ng sarili ko ay gusto na umuwi dahil, meron akong nabiling novel kahapon Booksale worth PHP35 na gusto ko na tapusin. Sigunda mano na libro lang ang kaya ng powers ko, kaya naman Booksale ang favorite kong bilihan ng book, ang National Bookstore ay ang aking silid aklatan hahaha...shhhh...

10% ng utak ko ay gusto lang magbasa ng blog. Dahil sa tinatamad akong magtrabaho, ito lang ang tangi kong libangan at pampalipas oras na rin. Kaso di ko magawa ng todo dahil merong hawk's eye na umaaligid XD

Ayan, 100% total. Grabeh na ito. Wala akong pandepensa sa sakit na ito. Mahina ang aking immune system at di ko sya kayang labanan.

HELF!

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Updates


Wala munang matinong post, nag-update lang ng blogroll kagabi at wala pang maisip na maipost. Ayos ayos lang muna, itong blog ay kinokonsidera ko na na aking pangalawang tahanan, gusto ko maayos na makalat (may ganun?).

Updated na ang aking listahan ng mga kapwa dugong bughaw. Marami ang nadagdag at natanggal. Mga people, wag naman sana magtampo kung natanggal sa listahan ang inyong blog. Meron po akong criteria na sinusunod, kasi gusto ko rin na hindi lang isang mahabang listahan ito, kundi may laman din at natatangi.

Ito po ang aking mga criteria:

  1. Active. Kahit naman hindi araw-araw ang update pero wag naman isang buwan wala pa ring bago. Mahilig ako magbasa, gusto ko may bagong nababasa lagi.
  2. Na-impress ako sa content at binalik-balikan ko talaga.
  3. Excepted sa rule number 1 ang mga blogs na very informative ang content, like panyero.net (cite ako ng example malaman nyo rin kung ano ang informative sakin).
  4. Kasama sa listahan ang mga blogs ng kakilala ko IRL (what are friends for? right? hihi)

Karamihan sa mga natanggal ay hindi na masyadong active, yung iba naging 404 error wahihihi. Categorized na rin sya, para maayos tingnan at hindi masyadong malito ang aking mga bisita. Nangangapit-bahay na rin ako sa ibang mundo at lurker ako sa karamihan ng blog. Mahiyaan akong tao, nahihiya din ako mag-comment kaya basa mode lang, habang nakatago sa invisibility cloak ni Harry Potter.

Yan po muna, try ko update every month ang aking listahan ng mga kapwa dugong bughaw. Magandang umaga sa lahat ng kaharian.

11 nagsalita

There She Is



There She Is! - Step 1 by SamBakZa

Another short animation, but for our valentine special.

I think it was two years ago, a friend of mine introduced me to this video. Being a cat person and an anime fan, he reckons that I would love it. I did. With an up-beat background music and kawaii characters, who wouldn't?

This 5 series animation has won an award in Brazil festival and viewed 11 million times in newsground site. As what I've read from youtube (I can't find the exact post arrgghhness), the message that the animators tries to convey is the relationship between Korean and Japanese. As most of us know, there's a racial difference between the two nations. The authors tried to impart their views that in this modern world, everyone can love anyone regardless of color or race.

The story also applies to love that have cultural discrimination. Like age gap, religion, social standing, distance, and gender. But for those couples who were struck deep with cupid's arrow, these things are nothing to what they truly feel. Those amazing stories that fought unknown wars just for their right to love.

So go, fight! Who knows, right now, you are writing your own love story.

12 nagsalita

HHWW With Pa-sway Sway Pa



Dahil Pebrero na at malapit na ang araw ng mga puso, pag-usapan natin ang mga bagay bagay na may kinalaman sa pag-ibig. Pag-usapan natin ang tungkol sa paghahawak ng kamay at ang aking personal na opinyon hango dito. Saglit, masyado nang malalim...(nosebleed).

Taglish na lang natin para di ako mahirapan.

Anyway, nung bata pa ako (as in nag-aaral pa ako sa Kindergarten) nangkaron ako ng kaibigan. Naging mag-bestfriend kami hanggang ngayun. Di na nga lang kami madalas magkita simula nung lumipad ako papuntang Manila at dito na nag-aral ng kolehiyo. Nagkukumustahan na lang sa sulat.

Itong bestfriend ko na to ay isang babae, wag madumi ang isip. Napaisip kasi ako, kasi nung high school days, meron kaming teacher na tinanong kami kung sino sa aming dalawa. Kami ay inosente at walang muwang kaya di namin alam kung ano ang ibig sabihin nun. Yun pala, tinatanong nya kung sino sa aming dalawa ang bading, dahil lagi kaming nakaholding hands. Aba malay! Natural lang naman sa mga babae ang mag holding hands. Di ba girls, tama ako? Itong teacher ko na to masyadong malisyoso. Pero napaisip ulit ako, siguro sa level of intimacy yun. Kasi di ko magawang makipag-holding hands sa mga kapatid kong babae, parang ang cheesy kasi, pero pagdating sa kanya natural lang.

Nung una kaming nag-meet ng boyfriend ko, feeling ko di ko kayang tumayo at maglakad lakad on my own. Yung feeling na nasa isang party ka, magkakakilala silang lahat at ikaw lang ang alien sa lugar na yun.Yung kailangan mo ng isang tao na mag-aassure sayo na okay lang dahil kasama mo ako. Yung assurance na yun nararamdaman ko sa paghawak sa braso nya, o sa kamay. Shy type sya, di sya masyadong ma-PDA

Pero nung tumagal, naging comfortable na kami sa isa't isa. Sya na ang unang humahawak sa kamay ko. Hinahalikan nya pa minsan (ang sweet...kinikilig ako XD), feeling ko talaga isa akong prinsesa. Minsan automatic, pag naglalakad sa kalye o kahit nakaupo lang, magkakahawak kamay.

Ano bang meron sa kamay at gustong gusto mo itong hawakan? Sa tingin ko, ang paghahawak ng kamay ay isa sa mga paraan para maipahiwatig ng nararamdaman. Kumbaga, body language para maipadama mo ang iyong pagtitiwala at pagmamahal.

11 nagsalita

Gala To The Max


Friday, Saturday, Sunday, hulaan mo kung nasaan ako sa mga araw na yan. Lookie..












Hanggang ngayun antok pa rin ako, di pa rin nabawi ang tulog. Pero worth it, ang saya-saya. Sa uulitin hihi.

6 nagsalita

The Piano



I wanted to share something grand today but I'm too lazy to start it. Plus it would be lengthy and the pics that I needed is in the office. So, I'll have a youtube embed post instead. This would be another of my embed-youtube-post. Maybe I should rename this blog Teh Youtube Blog lol.

Anyways, here's another short animation entitled The Piano by Aidan Gibbons. It portrays a story of a man's life in a piece of music. I personally love the piece, I also love the animation. It's kinda sad, but thats what life is. It is bittersweet, but it always gives you something to look forward to.

14 nagsalita

Scrambled Na Ang Utak Ko!




I did a lot of blog hopping last night, I can't find better things to do since my freelance employer haven't assigned me with anything yet. I was surprised with the number of blogs that are really nice to read.

Some blogs are downright rude, but still interesting and entertaining. Some are informative, others are kikay, some are story tellers which I am really fond of reading. I found this one blog in which there are posts of the author's favorite bloggers, fav posts from other bloggers and favorite comments. I followed all those links that are listed and was so engrossed with the entries. I later feel that I want to read and read and read some more. I checked my Dashboard, ugghh no new entries yet. I checked my blogroll, I feel like, uggh I don't want to read old entries, I want new ones (ang arte).


That was all I did last night, up until now I want to read more. But lately, I find it hard to mix-up reading and coding lol. Maybe because of years from isolating myself to blogs or any article materials, I've lost it. I don't even read newspapers. All I ever read are:
module $_POSTarray  function return print_r align-right float param vars Lorem ipsum dolor.

Mali mali na rin ang grammar ko (tagalugin ko na lang nosebleed na ko eh). I always need to consult my bestfriend Google  to check for spellings, grammars,  etc. Hayyz. But I'm happy I'm back on track. I enjoy reading and writing, so I'm officially saying Hello again Blogospere!.

12 nagsalita

Archived Archives


I was reading my previous blogs before, all inactive and realized I was a better writer way back lol. Yun nga lang walang katuturan ang mga pinagsusulat ko, walang direksyon kumbaga. Sobrang random, naloka ako. Nice din pala mag-backread, malalaman mo kung gaano ka ka-childish dati hahaha.

Anyway, I also found some nice things na gusto ko irepost. Kaya magiging mahabang post to.

First stop : Web Award 2005

[link]

Sept 14, 2005 post, na-archive ko pala ito. Napanalunan namin nung dati, tagal na noh? Hanapin nyo na lang dyan sa Team ang pangalan ko hahaha. My blog is now officially traceable lol. Hindi ko pinagkakalat tong blog ko sa mga friends ko (as if naman marami XD), konti lang ang nakakaalam. At ang nakakaalam lang na kilala ko IRL, my siblings, my one-and-only, and Nishiboy (lol promote daw ba). Promoter kasi sya ng blog at nanghingi ako ng konting espasyo sa blogroll nya.


Next : Don Sa May Geffen

A short Ragnarok Online Fanfic, inspired by Arjay the author of Ang Alamat ni Pritong Kandule. A little background of Arjay's fic, its the most famous fanfic in the history of ragnaboards or I may say history of RO Fanfic writing in the Philippines. Marami ang na-inspire sa sinulat nya (isa na ako don) kaya dumami ang fanfic writers ng Ragnarok Phil. Sad to say, yung mga ibang ragnarok players hindi sya kilala dahil puro laro lang ang inatupag lol. Neway, masyado nang mahaba ang intro, simulan na natin ang aking fanfic.

Don Sa May Geffen
Don sa may Geffen ako'y napadaan
Isang uhuging nobays aking namataan
Palingon lingon sa kapaligiran
Hawak ang mapurol nyang punyal

Isang kawawang poring kanyang nilapitan
At pinagtataga ito ng walang alinlangan
miss...tsak tsak..ouch..tsak..miss..stak stak..PLOKKK..
Hanggang nagmistulang Jelly Ace ang kanyang kalaban

Aha!! ito'y magiging isang magaling na mandirigma
Sa lakas at tapang, kanyang kapalaran walang duda
Ako ay napangiti sa pinakita ng uhuging nobays
Don sa misteryosong lugar ng Geffen

Di sinasadyang may napadaang swordie
Isang mukang di mapagkatiwalaang swordie
Lumapit sa uhuging nobays na busy sa kanyang ginagawa
At walang awang sinawsawan ang ating kawawang bida

POTA KA!! SAWSAW AMP!! sigaw ng uhuging nobays
Asa ka pa tol! palakas ka muna, sagot naman ng swordie
AMP KA, MAHIYA KA NMAN SAWSAW SA NOBIS, HINA MO PRE!!
AMP, SINONG MAHINA?!? PBP NA LANG...ASA KA PA!!

AT NAGHAMON KA PA, SA ISANG NOBIS PA...AMP HINA MO!!, galit na ang ating bidang nobays
Sige kung pvp gusto mo, lalabanan kita ng aking mahikero, ang mahinahon na nyang sabi...
NYAHAHAHA!! KAHIT ANO PA JOB ILALABAN MO SAKIN, MAHINA KA PA RIN...B0B0!!, ang sabi ng tarantadong swordie
Sige maghintay ka dito, mahinang nilalang, at nakangiti pang sabi ng uhuging nobays

Isang mahiwagang ilaw ang bumalot sa ating uhuging nobays
At wala pang dalawang segundo nawala ang ating bida
Samantalang sa ilalim ng puno, nakaupo si maangas na swordie
B0B0 AMP...AKO PA HAHAMONIN..SARAP HIGA NON SA PBP BWAHAHAHA, at napatawa pa ang maangas na swordie

At di nagtagal, may lumapit na uhuging mahikero sa maangas na swordie
ANO TARA!! B0B0 KA NAMAN EH..LALABAN KA SA ISANG MAHIKERO
Ikaw na ba yan?!? hahaha...ipapakita ko sau ang lakas ko, sabay tawa ulit ng maangas na swordie
TARA NA!! SINASAYANG MO ORAS KO!!, galit na sigaw ng mahikero
At tumayo na ang maangas na swordie

At doon sa may pvp room, nagkakagulo ang mga tao
PATAYIN ANG KANILANG PARI!! sigaw ng isang babaeng pari
DOBOL STRAFE!!!, sigaw ng isang hunter na wala sa sarili
PAULANAN MO SILA NG PANA..B0B0!!, sigaw ng isang knight na duguan at nalason pa (di nya alam mas b0b0 sya, iisang pana lang dala ng hunter).

Kumaripas ng takbo ang ating uhuging mahikero
Na muntikan ng matamaan ng nagyeyelong unos
Don tau sa malayo!!, sigaw ng maangas na swordie
Na mas nauna pa sa kanya

At ng nakalayo na ang ating dalawang pirs jab
O ANO GAME NA!!, sabi ni uhuging mahikero sabay kumpas ng kanya mahiwagang patpat
SIGE!! ASA KA PA!!, sagot naman ng maangas na swordie na hawak ang kanyang espada.

Walang sabi sabing nilapitan ni swordie si mahikero..at...
BASH !! Miss..Ekkk..miss ung bash ko?? Isa pa...
BASH !! at natamaan na ang uhuging mahikero
BWAHAHAHA...teyst my blayd (na nakuha nya sa kung saang movie), ang mayabang na sabi ni swordie

Natakot si uhuging mahikero, dahil kalahati na lang ang buhay nya
Tumakbo sya palayo na sinusundan pa sya ni maangas na swordie
Nang nakalayo sya ng konti, huminto syang bigla at...
FIREWALL !! (na-level5 pa lang)
AMP DUWAG...AT NAG-FIREWALL KA PA, galit na sigaw ni swordie na hinubad ang nagliliyab nya damit
"Di lang yan!! Pagsisisihan mo paghamon sakin", ang sagot ngayun ng uhuging mahikero
Muling kinumpas ng uhuging mahikero ang kanyang mahiwagang patpat..at...
FROST DIBER !!! , at nabalutan ng matitigas na yelo ang maangas na swordie

AMP...AMP...sigaw ni swordie na di makikilos
BWAHAHAHAHAHA, ang malakas na tawa ng uhuging mahikero
At kinumpas pa ulit ni mahikero ang kanyang patpat...at...
THUNDER BOLT !!! at nangingisay na ang maangas na swordie
NGAYUN MATITIKMAN MO ANG SEKRET SKILL KO!!
Kumumpas ulit si mahikero, pero ito ay mabilis na kumpas..at...
FIREBOLT !! (na level1 lang)

WAAHHHTTTT /omg , na nagimbal na expresyon sa mukha ni swordie
"Level1 na firebolt?!!" /sob na napaiyak na lang na si swordie habang nakahiga sa pbp room
BWAHAHAHAHA, ang malakas na tawa ng uhuging mahikero
ANO SINONG ASA NGAUN SATIN?!? MASAKIT BA ANG LEBEL1 FIREBOLT?!?! 

BWAHAHAHAHA...WLANG KWENTA KA PLA, SINASAYANG MO LANG ORAS KO...
MAHINA NA...B0B0 PA..ASA KA PA TOL..PALAKAS KA MUNA...
At umalis na ang uhuging mahikero, dahil sa nasasayang daw ang oras nya

Don sa may bandang Geffen ako'y napadaan
Isang dugyot na nobays aking namataan
Palingon lingon na tila me hinahanap
Ako ay napangiti na lamang sa aking nakita

Note: Edited yan, kasi parang txt sa cellphone yung original lol.

8 nagsalita

Never Meant To Belong



Masyado na akong naaliw mag-embed ng youtube videos sa post ko, pang-apat ko na ata to. Share ko lang naman ang mga pyesa na gustong gusto ko matutunan tugtugin. Pangalawa ito sa listahan ko, pero hanggang ngayun wala pa kong nasimulan kahit isa.

Hay emo mode, marunong din ako malungkot noh? Di lang ako puro ngisi at tawa, marunong din ako sumimangot at umiyak. Wait lang, masyado nang madrama, itulog ko na lang siguro. Sabagay antok na rin ako, sleep na!

1 nagsalita

Kiwi - a short animation




I just want to share a short animation I found in youtube a year ago. Its a story of a kiwi trying to accomplish his dream at the expense of his life. I showed this to my friends and asked them why the kiwi cried in the end (some don't know what kiwi is XD, a little background, kiwi is a flightless bird native to New Zealand).

Some said that, he maybe realized that his dream should have just left a dream. Some said that it was tears of joy, he finally achieved what he longed for. Why do you think he cried?

3 nagsalita

Water World



[link]

Just finished doing my saturday chores today. Somehow, I enjoy doing household chores. It is also my small excuse to stay away in front of the computer for a while.

Today, I'm in the mood of writing my dream of  the other night. It is another of my vivid and curious dream. Its a bit futuristic, I was in a space shuttle and we are traveling. It seems like we are looking for a place to stay. After what seems like a minute of searching, we found a black planet. We were curious of its color so we decided to check it out.

As we go closer, we found out that the planet is a body of water. What appears to be black is its deep ocean and a very murky environment. We landed on the ocean and the captain ordered us to turn the shuttle upside down. He said that it is to prevent outsiders from invading the ship. It doesn't make sense.

We dressed in a our aquatic suit and armed ourselves with some futuristic weapons. The suit is lightweight, we also have lightweight helmet that allows us to breath underwater. There are four of us who plunged underwater.

There were no fishes swimming about, it looks like a dead ocean. There were towers that looks like it sank for ages. From behind us we saw a huge building that looks like a thousand stories tall. It looked so sturdy and well maintained. We have belittled the planet, I thought that we are the high-tech people who come to their place.

There was a huge black whale passed by us. There were people dressed in a colorful weird suit sitting on it, they aren't wearing any helmet like ours so we assumed that they can breath underwater. We sneaked behind the whale and followed it hoping that it will lead us to the city maybe. The people sitting on the whale somehow sensed us, turned unto us and draw their gun that looks like a colorful octopus.

They fired their weapons and before we know it, there were colorful missiles heading our way. Why do I always say colorful? I don't know, maybe because I see yellow, pink, orange and green on those things. Funny, I can remember the colors in my dream. Back to my story, we got separated. I was walking alone on a seabed with ease. There were little living things, like crabs and anemones. There were also fowls like chickens and geese hunting for food. I talked to one of the chicken, he said that there were land on the planet before. But the ruler sunk everything and forced them live underwater. I feel pity for them, it makes me want to go back to the space shuttle and start looking for a planet with land. Then maybe I could go back and fetch these chickens.

I walked a bit farther, I saw roads and railways, there were also small buildings and people in colorful dresses walking about. There were carnivals and stores, and electricity. But I noticed that there's no vehicle around, maybe except for the gigantic whale I mentioned earlier.

The oxygen in my helmet was starting to deplete. It was already hard for me to breath so I took it off. I tried to hold my breath for as long as I can while trying to insert the emergency oxygen to my helmet. I guess it was too late, I have inhaled seawater. But the water was different, it seems there were lots of oxygen than whatever liquid is in there that people have no problem in breathing.  The alien combination of elements made me sick and made me threw up, and woke me up.

3 nagsalita

Medyo Okay Na


Yay! Medyo okay na ang css and layout, pero may kulang pa. Ayusin ko na lang ng pakonti-konti. Main reason kung bakit ako nagpalit, kasi maarte ako hahaha! Ayoko ng may kapareho, kinuha ko lang kasi yung dati ko sa blogger template at marami akong nakikitang kapareho. Eh marunong naman ako magdesign at mag-carve, so why not coconut, di ba?

New layout is customized for a raven princess. So black feathers yung background. Nangdikwat ako ng maraming brushes at ng fonts at di pa ko nakapagpasalamat sa authors hahaha. Shhhh muna. Medyo makulay sya dahil ayoko naman ng malungkot ang blog ako. Ang panget naman di ba, nagjojoke ako tapos ang morbid ng hitsura. Baka maiyak ang visitors instead na matuwa.

So yan na lang muna, seryosong post na bukas. Oyasumi-nasai minna-sama.

3 nagsalita

Ayan At Bago Na Naman


Wala pang isang buwan at bago na naman ang layout ko hahaha. Sabi na nga ba, hindi ako makokontento sa layout. Dami ko pa aayusin bukas, marami pa kulang, mali-mali pa ang styles. Pagod na ko eh, bukas na lang ulit ahihihi.

5 nagsalita

The Baobab Tree


Not so long ago I bought a book entitled "The Little Prince" by Antoine De Saint-Exupery which my one-and-only suggested. I've always seen that book in bookstores before but never got curious about it (because its in children s' corner) until he told me that it is a nice read.

It was truly a nice read, in fact it instantly became my favorite. There are lots of moral lessons from that book. It describes the simplicity of things from the eyes of a child. That things are not really complicated if you see it the other way around.

There are lots of things that caught my attention from that book. One of it is the baobab tree. This little prince talks about a tree that he needs to pull up regularly. From the story, the prince's planet is so small, not larger than a house and if a number of baobabs haven't been taken care of, it will split the planet into pieces.

I thought that baobab is a made-up name of a tree, it is a fiction book anyway. But after googling, I found out that it is really a name of a tree, and it is huge.


These are baobabs [link]

 Imagine a tree this huge grows up inside your house (worse if theres plenty of it). From my own understanding, this tree represents different aspects in life. Like daily tasks, daily challenges or daily problems. If we do not attend to it soon enough, it will accumulate over time which will lead to bigger problems.

From the book, I've learned this valuable lesson. I've learned how to weight things and put them into order, thus preventing my figurative baobab from growing.

6 nagsalita

Epic Fail 2



Upgraded laptop [link]

I just love epic failure photos, it makes my day hihi. Kaya ang topic natin for today is another epic fail. Actually kagagawan ko ito, kaya di talaga sya matatawag na ganun kasi sinadya ko talaga.

Namention ko sa previous post ko na nag-gogrocery ako ng necessities every weekend. Di na lang ako magmention ng name dito kasi baka isang araw may kakatok na lang sa bahay at abutan ako ng warrant of arrest lol. So yun nga sa grocery ang topic. Di ko alam kung pano ang calculations nila sa presyo, napapansin ko lang na yung ibang presyo butal. Like .20c, or .35c, bakit di na lang saktuhin na .25c or .50c? Sabagay wala namang problema sakin yun basta reasonable and affordable lang ang price wala na ako don.

Napansin ko lang kasi, siguro common sa lahat ng grocery store, mahilig sila manukli ng tig 10 at 5 cents. Kumusta naman, san mo naman yun gagamitin? Dyahe naman ipambayad mo yun pambiling kendi or ipamasahe di ba? Dahil ako naman ay isang masinop na tao, inipon ko ang mga pinagsusukli nila sakin. Until nakaipon ako ng 14php na tig 5 and 10 cents. 90 pieces of 10 cents and 100 pieces of 5 cents, oh di ba ang dami?

Ayun, dinala ko na ang sobrang daming barya, diretso sa store, dampot ng junk food na worth 14php din. Dinala sa counter at ibinayad ang napakaraming barya hahaha! Priceless ang reaction ni ate, pailing-iling sya habang nagbibilang. Nag-explain naman ako, "yan po yung sinukli nyo sakin dati, inipon ko lang". Kaya yun hanggang sa bahay natatawa pa rin ako sa sarili ko.

Syanga pala, sa lahat ng makakabasa, kung gusto nyo man itong gayahin XD ito muna basahin nyo (hahaha mag-promote daw ba). Legal Tender by Tito Boy, tungkol yan sa dami ng pera na pwede ipambayad sa pampublikong serbisyo.

9 nagsalita

Yey! An Award~


Yeah, Stylish Blogger Award was given to my by AyeeshaMD, thank you so much.

Rules For Receiving The Award
  • Thank and link back to the person that awarded you this award
  • Share 7 things about yourself
  • Award 15 recently discovered great bloggers
  • Contact these bloggers and tell them about the award

7 things about me
  1. I'm the eldest of seven.
  2. I am a geeky person, I work as a web programmer.
  3. I'm a frustrated violinist.
  4. I'm a big fan of Yanni.
  5. I love cats and other cute animals.
  6. I love reading manga, and watching anime.
  7. I'm in-love with my boyfriend.

I give this reward to
  1. Mayet of http://missusbountybasket.blogspot.com/
  2. Chamz of http://chamiechamz.blogspot.com/
  3. zeb of http://ablogslifezeb.blogspot.com/
  4. Arjee of http://arjeetopia.blogspot.com/
  5. Emotera of http://emoteramuch.blogspot.com/
  6. b3n 2lfohw of http://isumbongmo.blogspot.com/
  7. Blenda of http://blenda-ohmygums.blogspot.com/
  8. Yffar of http://yffarsworld.blogspot.com/
  9. Janina of http://janinasantos.blogspot.com/
  10. Jap of http://nishiboy.blogspot.com/
I just revived my blog a month ago and I don't many people yet ^_^

4 nagsalita

My Frustration



Grabe, ito lang ang pinapakinggan ko buong araw. Hayz frustration again ehehehe. Kilan kaya darating ang araw na ganyan ako kagaling sa kanya tumugtog ng violin. Kilan kaya? Parang extension na ng kamay nya ang bow, walang ka-effor effort. Samantalang ako hirap na hirap sa simpleng pyesa. Hays. Life naman kasi, masyadong busy. Wala time para magpractice. Feeling to tuloy di talaga para sakin :(

7 nagsalita

Submit Your Resume


Gusto ko talaga magsulat ng bagong article, pero wala talagang pumasok sa isip ko. Bakit? Kasi marami akong gustong gawin at wala pang isa ang nasimulan ko. Kaya ito ulit, randomize ulit. Random thought for the day:

What if, magsusubmit ka ng resume sa iniirog mo?
Crazy thought, pero what if kung ganun. Bago ka manligaw magsubmit ka muna ng resume sa girl na liligawan mo. Syempre dapat presentable di ba, pag nag-aapply ka ng job dapat presentable resume...kung hindi, sa smokey mountain ang landing ng resume mo. Syempre ang magsusubmit din ng resume ay presentable din dapat.

Malamang ganito ang hitsura ng resume.

Objective : To love you forever and ever

Full Name: (inset name here)
Address:    (insert address here)
Age:            (insert age here)

Skills:
(Syempre ililista mo dito kung san ka magaling. Syempre magpapa-impress ka. Kasama na dito syempre kung anong sports ang sinalihan mo, academic status mo kung nasa top ka. Syempre kung nerd ka naman, ilalagay mo dito kung anong languages ang alam mo.)

Character References
(Ililista mo dito ang mga kaibigan mo o kaya parents mo para pag nag-inquire yung pinasahan mo ng resume ay maganda ang sasabihin nila tungkol sayo. Syempre kuntsabahin mo muna ang mga taong inilista mo dito.)

Di ba cool?

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Tasukete kudasai


The title has nothing to do with my post. I just cant think of a good one and...its the first thing that pops at the back of my head. Kinda busy these days thus this post might just be random. I've been having random ideas to post, I just don't have time to make them.

For the sake of randomness, the first random thought in my head right now are the quotable quotes that I got from the net and I always use whenever appropriate. Here are some:
  • If all else fails, follow instructions - this is my favorite, this is me. I tend to do things the other way around,  in other words...do the shortcut. If it doesn't work, well do the long cut.
  • Patience is a verb - yup, patience is an action word. 
  • Bring on the goddamn cat - this is from a poem, its about a drunk rat screaming..bring on the goddamn cat! Its true in my workplace or any other, however hard the work might be..just bring it on!
There are only three, I thought I have more. We'll have another random next post.

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OMG! Haym so tayrd!


I've never been so exhausted in my life. First monday of January I'm handling 3 jobs. One full-time and 2 freelance. My freelance jobs, I'm a coder and a PM. PM is the most exhausting one, I'm handling 3 projects at a time. Lord naman eh, masyado ka namang mapagbigay, isa lang hiningi ko.

Ang dami ko tuloy namiss. Namiss ko ang magpabanjing-banjing. Namiss ko ang magtamad tamaran mode. Namiss ko rin mag-ingay ng todo gamit ang pinakamamahal kong violin. Actually, namiss ko lang talaga ang violin ko.

Naguiguilty na rin ako. Dahil feeling ko napapabayaan ko na ang mahal ko. Instead na quality time sana naming dalawa ay nagtatrabaho pa rin ako. Babawi na lang ako pag okay na financial status ko. Naguiguilty din ako, dahil feeling ko babagsak na ang katawan ko. Feeling ko susuko na sya, masyado ko na daw syang naabuso.

Sa Feb baka lie-low muna ako. Nakakapagod din pala. Love ko ang full-time job ko dahil it doesn't feel work, para lang akong naglalaro. Hindi stressful kahit demanding ang output.

Baka, hindi pa ko nasanay. Stressed out talaga sa bagong kalokohan na napasok ko. Pahinga mode na, panibagong stress na naman ulit bukas. No adorable pics for now.

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Oh my gosh! Ang Lamig


Di kaya nagsisimula na namang matunaw ang yelo sa north pole? O kaya sa south pole? Malamig pa rin kahit tanghaling tapat. Lalo pag umaga, nakakatamad bumangon. Nakakatamad din maligo dahil sa sobrang lamig ng tubig.

Di na rin pinapaandar ang electric fan sa gabi, kumot to the max kasi feeling ko nasa loob ako ng freezer. On the brighter side, bawas bayarin sa kuryente hehe. Brighter side pa rin naman ang malamig na panahon, kaso nasobrahan yata ni Lord, masyado syang mapagmahal.

Sana medya medya lang, di ganun kainit, di rin ganun kalamig. Sabihin na naman ni Lord na reklamador ako. Reklamo ka ng reklamo, pwede bang makontento ka na lang?

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The Kraehe Me


Wala magawa kanina kaya naghanap ako ng pictures or icon ni Kraehe para gawing avatar ko (kraehe is an anime character). Wala akong makitang nagustuhan ko, walang nakangiti man lang. Di naman ako marunong magdrawing kaya asa na lang ako sa google. Bakit nga ba walang nakangiting drawing si Kraehe? Bago ko sagutin yan, panoorin nyo muna to. (courtesy of youtube)



Hindi po ako ang gumawa ng amv na yan ha. Dikwat lang ulit. Anyway, balik tayo sa topic, kaya walang nakangiting picture si Kraehe dahil sya ay isang kontrabida (sya yung nakasuot ng black tutu). Sa totoo lang, wala pa akong nakitang kontrabida na nakangiti na pure na ngiti. Kadalasan smirk, evil smile o kaya sad face. Kaya siguro.

Di naman sa kontrabida ako sa buhay, bait ko nga eh. Masyado lang talaga akong naaliw sa role nya. In fact, masyado akong naaliw sa anime na to kaya sumulat ako last last week ng article, The Raven and The Swan. Spoiler lang yun sa mga hindi mahilig sa anime or sa mga hindi pa nakapanood.

Sya yung type na hindi sumusuko pagdating sa pag-ibig. Kahit buhay pa nya ang nakataya. Don siguro ako na-attract. In the end, sya pa rin naman ang pinili ng prinsipe dahil sya ang gumising sa natutulog nitong damdamin.

Tungkol nga pala sa anime, di ito yung sailormoon type. Pasintabi po sa mga sailormoon fans, pero di ko talaga yun type. Di ko alam kung bakit. Maganda sya dahil every episode merong fairy tale twist, like story ni Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty na nilagyan ng konting twist. Ang ibang conversations portrayed by ballet and medyo magulo sya at first kasi halo-halo ang kwento. Pero maganda ang kwento.

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